📖 Story of Me

Assalamualaikum dan Selamat Petang Semua 🙂

Alhamdulillah, officially nineteen years old on 13-04-2016. Syukran Ya Allah! 🌸 The very first person who wished me was Azzam—my so-called “twin from another mother and father” 😂. Then I wished Alif (one of my club members) a happy birthday too, since we share the same date.

As I grow older, I realize more and more people share the same birthday with me. Omg, so sweet! But the funniest moment was when my roommates pretended to call me over to ask about a measurement question… only to suddenly sing the Happy Birthday song at the top of their lungs. It was so loud that even the other rooms could hear them! My face turned so red from the surprise.

Honestly, since I feel like I’m getting older and more mature, birthdays aren’t really a big deal for me anymore. I don’t expect people to remember but if they do, Alhamdulillah, I’m grateful.

Oh, and yesterday I did something I’ve never done before I said T H A N K Y O U to my mother for giving birth to me. Without her, I wouldn’t be here seeing the world, right? 💕 For my 19th birthday, my resolution is to start referring to myself as Angah instead of Adik time to give way to my younger siblings and nephews. (Yes, I already have two nephews!)

The most important thing I want to share is about a male friend whom I already consider like my own brother. He even reminded me, “Weh, jangan lupa aku weh. Member lelaki kesayangan mu ni, kekeke.” I feel so blessed to have such a crazy yet kind friend like him. Najmee Ali, you’re honestly the best friend I’ve ever had.

And of course, my dearest Amilin. At first, I thought she had forgotten my birthday, but it turns out she only pretended to forget. She even walked all the way from Tenggol to Duyung just to surprise me with a gift. Wow! So sweet. I’ll never forget both of you.

For your information, my birthday actually fell one day before my final exam paper. InsyaAllah tomorrow I’ll be sitting for Measurement, and with that, my 2nd semester will officially end. Time really flies!

If possible, I just want to quickly finish my diploma, continue to degree, and then start working. Haha, tak sabar nau eden. But it’s okay everything will come in its time, with effort and patience. InsyaAllah, one day.

Okay, that’s all for now I need to continue studying for tomorrow’s exam. Wish me luck! 🍀

Enjoy reading, and Assalamualaikum 🙂

Peace be upon you and hai :)

Lamanya tak update… tiba-tiba rasa nak publish something walaupun lately ni sis busy sangat dengan assignment. Last week pulak minggu terakhir kuliah dengan quiz, test semua… memang hectic. But still, I feel like writing. I don’t know what’s wrong with me 😅 but deep down, I know I just need to do something.

Do you feel curious? Jeng jeng jeng… hahaha. Ada lah something yang sis kena rahsiakan dulu. Sis pening juga sebenarnya, but never mind, nanti bila tiba waktunya sis akan cerita.

Talking about exams yes, final exam is just around the corner 📚. Semua IPTA or IPTS student mesti tengah kalut get ready kan? Most of my lecturers wish me to get flying colours. I really, really hope so 🤲. Tak sangka dah nak habis semester kedua. Cepatnya masa berlalu! Honestly, I don’t feel ready to face semester three, but that’s student life like it or not, we have to go through it.

One thing for sure, I just want to do my best for my family and friends to make them proud of me. I really need support from all of you to keep going until the end. Pasal jodoh, kita tolak tepi dulu kan? 😅 Sebab right now, I want to focus on bigger things. For me, family always comes first. We’ve been through so much together jatuh bangun semua sama-sama.

And honestly, being the eldest child is not easy. Banyak tanggungjawab nak kena pikul, especially bila family tak ada ketua keluarga. Sometimes it’s tiring, but I accept it sincerely because I know this is ujian from Allah for me. Sis always remind myself to be grateful to Allah SWT. InsyaAllah, kebahagiaan akan datang pada waktunya. I believe in qada’ and qadar 💕.

Haih, sis dah melencong jauh ni 😅. Actually, topic today is about final exam. Jangan bagi sis menulis panjang-panjang, nanti macam-macam sis cerita haha. Anyway, I hope semua candidates yang akan sitting for final exam will do their best too. May you all get flying colours! ✨ Remember, without effort, there is no success. So, good luck everybody!

You’re strong, Izzatie. You can do it. 💪✨

Peace be upon you and bye :)

Assalamualaikum & Good Night 🙂

It’s been a long time since I last updated my blog… Well, I’ve just been busy with my own life. Owh ya, lately sis dah kembali pada tabiat lama tengok drama K-pop! This is kinda crazy for me… but honestly, I love it. 💕

By the way, sekarang sis tengah cuti. Cuti terakhir untuk sem ni… lepas ni dah tak ada cuti lagi sebab final exam dah dekat. Bila cuti macam ni, I’m really happy dapat spend time with my family. Dah lama tak jumpa, rindu sangat! Dapat tengok senyuman di bibir mereka, dengar gurauan senda semua tu buat hati sis rasa tenang dan bahagia.

Family memang orang yang paling bermakna dalam hidup sis. Without them, sis tak tahu apa jadi. Tapi… I really, really miss my eldest sister. Almost a year tak jumpa. And now, alhamdulillah, I already have another nephew means sis dah ada dua anak sedara! 🍼💕

Sis ni memang suka manjakan adik-adik dan anak-anak sedara. Rasa seronok bila tengok mereka tersenyum. I would do anything for my family, even if it means risking myself. That’s just me.

Cuma sekarang kepala sis pening sikit memikirkan kehidupan adik-adik. Bukanlah nak tentukan masa depan mereka, tapi at least nak pastikan perjalanan hidup mereka teratur and jauh dari benda-benda yang tak baik. Sis akan buat apa saja to make sure everything is okay because I love them so much. This is me, Izzatie. I’ll never allow my siblings to suffer from anything that could hurt them.

Honestly, this cuti pun agak tegang. Result exam turun sikit memang tak boleh jadi! Lepas tu gosip cinta lah, pergaduhan sekolah lah… semua tu buat tanggungjawab sebagai kakak sulung terasa berat. Tapi takpe, I believe this is ujian untuk sis, and it’s teaching me how to be more responsible.

Haih, sis penat sangat. So I’ll stop here dulu… nanti sis sambung cerita lagi, okay?

Sekian 🙂